59 DAYS!

HI BABY!!!! I will be coming there in 59 days! Can you even believe it!? I am sooooooooooooo thankful that your dad got the ticket for me! I don't know how to repay him!?!? I just got done making my appointment to get my vaccinations for next week. I'm a little nervous, I had to do them on Monday which is not too good! I hope I don't get sick! I can't miss any more work! Although I did just find out that I get 2 extra vacation days in the summer :) Yippee! Now I just have to get my Visa going.

This time is going quicker lately, as long as I don't think about the fact that you're there. I'm so lucky that I've gotten to talk to you so often. I really want to see your face! Hopefully you get your computer working soon so we can skype! I bet you're so tan! I need to go tanning.. especially with this new hair. Still not sure if I like it.

Anyways, I love you so much. I miss you every day. I cannot WAIT to come there and play with you!!!!!

Love you!
me.

jbird

HI BABY LOVE!!!!

So Marisa just asked me how "jbird likes his new tribe" OHHH GEEZ.... haha.

I miss you a lot a lot! I feel bad that I keep waking you up at night! It sucks during the week because I get home so late :( And you never even remember talkin to me!! But last night after you were sleeping, I played with Cali and got her rolling over! She is so good at it now!!! I have a video from the beginning of the night and i had to manhandle her to get her to do it, and now i dont even have to touch her!!! Can't wait to show you!

Let's see what else... Oh! I think I'm going to get a car soon! About to call the dealership to talk about a lease today! Annnnnd I'm THIS close to getting a couple interviews i think! Cross your fingers for me!

I can't wait to talk to you today! I love you so much!!!!!!!

Mwah!
me.

I love you!!

Hi Babe! I'm talkin to you right now! THANK GOD for Skype :) It's only been two days and I already miss you!!! I can't wait to see your pictures. 71 days until I comeeee! Please hide all the bugs for me when I get there. Ok, thanks :)

Love you .
me

Starting to get sad

Babyyy,
You left yesterday and I was so sad! Its better today, but I can't wait to hear from you!!

I just want you to know that even though I keep crying, I support you 100%. Please don't change without me! I am so afraid that you're going to experience things that I will never get to and that it will hinder our relationship. Maybe I am jealous because I want to go too. Or maybe I'm just feeling insecure, and like I'm not a good person because I'm not going or doing something similar. While you're in Africa helping to better yourself and the lives of other people, I'll be stuck at home, working for an advertising agency that is full of pretentious assholes who think the most important thing at this point in their lives is selling a $300 printer or a can of beans. I need to get out.

Bottom line is, I'm nervous and am completely unsure of where this is going to take our relationship.But I hope it only makes it better!

I love you so much and miss you already!
mwah. <3 me.